Sometimes I feel like if I open my mouth, I’ll start speaking nonsense. I’ll start admitting things that no one should know. I only wish for everyone to know my secrets, Maybe if they knew, they would understand, maybe they would care. Those days, when I feel like I can’t hold anything inside me I sleep. I sleep and dream of a world much better than this. I wish to scream to the world, out my window, I wish to scream,I fear being alone. I fear never finding someone to stay around and appreciate every ounce of my being. I fear never finding love i always have. I just wish I could get something right, just once. i like all the wrong things, Hannah Montana and grease I just wish I could leave this pointless shitty place that doesnt even deserve to be called a city and live in a world noone will know or want to know my buisness No problems, no money issues, no work; just love